MY LIFE IN SOUTH KOREA by Lakwatserang Pinay in South Korea

I don't know why, I have no luck in terms of LOVE??? I don't wanna believe it, but, it feels like love didn't care to find me....  Thinking of my past relationships is just a head ache! But then, this so I called special love came into my life sometime ago... and it still here even it breaks my heart a thousand times.. I believe in him, I care for him and I even look at him as my Prince! But, I am no longer his Princess as of this day, as I found out again the reality of this fairy tale story that I made to protect my feelings, turn into a nightmare... I never wanted to feel sorry for myself, but the pain is here and I need to wake up once more. Let him live with her real Princess and so I must close the door and move on... Maybe, I need to face the fact that as I give away this kind of feelings, I need to suffer a lot more. Sometimes, I don't know what to do? what to think of? or even what to feel for something I cannot have.... The more I love, the deeper it hurts...

"I love you. I love you not because you're adorable or because you're sweet, or because you're my best friend. I love you because you make me step outside myself and look at who I really am. I can tell you absolutely everything and I know you will listen. And you're one of my best friends. But I will keep all of this to myself because I love you, but do you love me too?...I wish that I could make you love me, but I cannot. That is why these words will be forever lost in my memories, never to be spoken aloud: I love you."    "There are many things that I would like to say to you but I don't know how......